Thinking I deserved to get drunk while in a party with friends
Lots of crying and wailing, yelling at my exboyfriend's brother for stealing my girlfriend years ago, apparently vomiting all over him twice, crying because his brother had dumped me the same way he did my girlfriend then begging to be taken home vomit caked and super sad and ashamed, made it home, fell over my cat, scratches, mad and worried mom, falling asleep on the shower...
booze
